N in The Originals (USA)

And I say.....
My life's an open book
With all the pages gone
yellow with time

But what I say....
Matters the most
When All my failures
race through my mind

I think about the time when everything in sight was going blank
Emptiness inside, in all the pain and anguish that I sank

But what I say....
Matters the most
When All my failures
race through my mind